I’ve noticed in many sessions with clients or when channeling alone that visions of manifesting are never about the person chasing something. The image delivered is one where the desires you have sit on an invisible shelf- not unlike a virtual supermarket where you float with your silhouette trolley.
So here you stand with the very creation that you have dreamed into a manifested/manifesting state and the same you starts to almost talk it out of existence. Yes it’s a quandary but it need not be.
Invite the Universe to provide all that it is you desire in this doing realm that you call career. For the Universe shall deliver as specifically as the questions you ask.